I dont know what to say. Im letting you go for the nth time and this time, i really mean it. They say it is not impossible to meet another green flag. It’s not impossible to fall in love again or to love again. And for the first time, i’m actually opening my ear to that- that there is a life beyond what I was used to and there is another you in this world and in my lifetime.

I have to face the fact that youre not ready. Heck, i myself dont know if I am. But i do know that i was willing to be ready for you. I guess, i have to love myself enough and respect myself enough not to force this relationship. I have to let myself not to want you because somehow, I am convinced that you are not good for me now. I know God did not allow this because you are not good for me now. This is a hard pill to swallow. Because for someone who has been so used to bad treatment and was exposed to good one, it’s hard to let go of that- of you. To see love materialized through a man is such a green flag. And I’m so glad i was able to experience that thru you. This world is lucky with you in it. And i hope i get to fall inlove with and be loved by someone like you in the future. Thanks fren for everything. I’ll never forget you.