Nakatingin sa paligid, nagmamasid
Nakikinig, nagagambala
Ganoon na nga ba kadaling mawala ng parang bula?
Ganoon na lamang ba kaming kadaling iwan?
Na para bang wala tayong pinagsamahan?
Hindi na ba masaya?
Humupa na ba ang mga pagtawa?
Sadyang ganoon nga lang ba kadali?
Who am I to demand anything other than?
When I also practiced the same
I also left at fault
Leaving people who left God
Because it was Him who I cannot leave
But I am also to be blamed
– for the not saying “goodbye”
I wanted you to standby
To wait until I had it all figured out
To wait until I was okay
But, I guess you couldn’t love me that much
You couldn’t love me that way
Asking God “what’s the plan?”
He’s my best friend after all
No one can take His place
Let my love for you resonate
Even if you had a different take
And let my most genuine apology take place
For I have not loved you perfectly
I failed at that
Let my most genuine apology take place
For I cannot give Him up for you
I love you, friend
And I will always be here to welcome you back