I cower in my room like a sad, lost, abandoned puppy. I’ve hidden in the shelter of my bed, unresponsive to people– people I’ve loved. People I’ve almost lost because I feel like I don’t have a face to show to them.

What I’ve done, only the Lord is fully sovereign of. What I’ve said has affected so much around me. What have I done to deserve this kind of anointing– the grace over my life is only by His hand. My influence has gone far and beyond all for the sake of His call.

I’ve cowered in my room because that’s just who I am– I’m not in love with recognition. Whatever message– some got lost in translation, some I got mocked because– hopefully points people back to the heart of the matter. 

And that Jesus should be Lord above whatever or whoever you’ve made it to be.

‘Ashamed no more because I have a God who has called me. Because He loves me and He loves you. Let us prepare the way for the Lord– for the coming of the King.